I leave for freedom n now, I back for the same reason.
For these two months I think a lot of my life n my future. Although my emotions are not very stable, I still hv something on my hand to control it well. Anyways, the rope is prepared, in case, I cannot control it well.
This is a big challenge for me. I dun want to face it no matter I use any methods even it is harmful to me. Fact is fact. I need to extend one year for my study. The methond of control that kind of depress and disappointed is very harsh. I dun agree that this is my responsibility bc I tried my best already. I do my best in ever ways I can do. Who can blame on me? I even can angry of that. However, nmw, my life will not end on this point. I hope I can spend my life and passion on this year. And…I think I really need to release my soul and morals. Being a “gay guy” is so important for me. Im belong to me. Maybe ur tears will make me stop a minutes but life is unexpected. Be present. The last thing, I wanna share a song. Quite good. N, I will use another blog to publish my newest life. Try to find out my blog if u can. =P 年度之歌 主唱：謝安琪 作曲：Christopher Chan
填詞：黃偉文 編曲：Gary Tong
監製：Alvin Leong 歌詞 曾經攀上的天梯 曾經擁抱的身體
曾經在乎一切 被突然摧毀 霎那比沙更細 良夜美景沒原因出了軌 來讓我知一切皆可放低
還是百載未逢的美麗 得到過又猝逝 也有一種智慧 全年度有幾多首歌 給天天的播 給你最愉快的消磨
流行是一首窩心的歌 突然間說過就過
誰曾是你這一首歌 你記不清楚 我看著你離座
真高興給你愛護過 根本你不欠我甚麽 曾經擁有的春季 曾經走過的谷底
人生是場輕梯 忽高也忽低 不輸氣勢 REPEAT＊ 誰曾是你這一首歌 你記不清楚 我看著你離座
很高興因你燦爛過 高峰過總會有下坡 回憶裝滿的抽屜 時光機裡的光輝
人生豔如花卉 但限時美麗 一覽始終無遺
回望昨天劇場深不見底 還是有幾幕曾好好發揮
還願我懂下台的美麗 鞠躬了就退位 起碼得到敬禮 誰又妄想一曲一世 讓人忠心到底 | 
